So many changes.

This year has been alot of ups and downs.  Right now things are changing and with me being somewhat of a control freak this is way out of my hands.  Work is moving me to our corporate office which means several changes that comes with it.  First of all I have a new boss, 2nd I will have a commute in a different direction and I have to pay a portion of my parking.  They are making my job centralized so no more branch processors.  I have been with my company for over 11 years and one thing that has stayed the same has been my current boss.  He is not the one that hired me in the beginning.  I have worked with him for the past 11 years but he became my boss for the past 6 or so years. (i have lost track of years i am sure).  He has seen me through all the ups and downs of my life.  From being a single mom of 2 to getting married and having a baby and seeing my oldest graduate high school, to moving out, Kindergarten for my kids, surgeries that i have had or my husband.  Not only am i loosing my boss but also a big part of my life that has been there through thick and thin for me. My future is unknown right now with this company and that scares me.  My younger kids have only known me for working at Seattle Mortgage.  This is going to be a huge adjustment for them as well.  My hours will be changing so i wont be able to drop them off at school.  I have dropped kids off at school for the past 13 years.  I have never seen any of my kids not off to school and not drop them off on the school grounds.  I know i live walking distance from it but it gives me something to look forward to in the morning as saying good bye to them and telling them to have a good day. I don't know how my new boss will feel if i have a sick kid at home or them calling me when they get home from school and i talk to them on the phone. I have so many unanswered emotions about this that it scares me to the core.  I just hope that these changes are for the good and that my kids adjust to these changes as well.